On Saturday my boyfriend and I went to my Aunt's graduation from her energy healing class. She is now a certified energy healer! I've been to one of their classes before with some interesting results afterward. This is what happened this time:
I had only three ladies around me this time (last time I had 4 people, 3 women and a man). I closed me eyes and tried to relax on the table. I was feeling a lot of anxiety this time, and was having trouble getting my mind to relax at first. Once I did I started thinking about the rabbits I saw and thought about last time. I found myself looking out from under a tree in some park, as though I was a rabbit (from his point of view). I was watching a lady walk a small white dog. Then I went up the tree past a crow squawking and ended up back at the community center - sitting on the roof looking down onto the parking lot. I'm not sure if this was a series of random thought or if I was controlling it... anyways, it was time to open my eyes and hear what the ladies had to say.
The first one told me I was an old woman from biblical times in a past life. I suffered from leprosy and was outcast from society. The feeling of being outcast and unworthy was carried with me through all of my past lives (even one where I was a princess) until this day. It was still in me. She told me she had taken it out though.... I don't feel any different but I suppose I will begin making a concerted effort to be more positive toward myself as this seems to be a reoccurring theme in my interactions -" you need to be more confident, you have so much potential, believe in yourself, don't be so down on yourself", non of which I actually feel but apparently this is obvious to others.
The second lady expanded from the first and said she visualized me in a meadow with rays of sunshine shining down on me but I was not absorbing them, indicating to her that I needed to accept love into my heart and open my heart. She said there was a lack of energy in my heart chakra. Then she said that she felt I had digestive problems (haha, how did she know? did I accidentally fart? Pretty sure I didn't). She said this was because I was being too hard on myself and trying to be perfect which was not possible. I was trying to please everyone. Could this be some residual energy from my overworked summer - trying to please all my clients, two employers, my family, my boyfriend, and my friends? Stretching myself thin and feeling worn out? It happened recently, but since I quit that job I've felt much better and have made more effort to assert time to myself.
The third lady had an elegant British accent. I think it made her reading seem somewhat mystical (aside from the actual content she said). She had been positioned near my head (this is important fact for later comparison). She told me that she had received the feeling that I was not "human". That my spirit was not a human one but from another dimension. I had shown a fairy realm where things sparkled and generally looked pretty fairy like as I did. She told me I was trying too hard to be human as I had in my past lives as well and that I needed to accept my energy as what it was and embrace it. I needed to dance and be creative and bring my fairy energy into life because being human isn't all its cracked up to be. The lady then told me not to be disappointed that any partner I would ever meet would not be able to keep up with my energy because it was simply not of their world....
My Dad's immediate interpretation of this is that she's probably nuts. I thought it was definitely the most interesting reading! What was more interesting is that in my prior reading (during the summer), the man who had been near my head had began to cry (which apparently is unlike him) and told me he I had shown him my true self and it was so beautiful - he saw me transform into a butterfly. Interesting.... butterflies and fairies have many things in common....
What is my practical interpretation of this? Well, I have now been inspired to be a fairy for Halloween! Fun with makeup :-) (a more scary/mystical looking one vs. the stereptyped girly tinkerbell look).
The only theme I can really draw from these readings is that I need to work on self love more often and possible embark on a creative endeavor. They also told me to continue my spiritual practice, which I obviously intend to do.
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