Tuesday, March 23, 2010
What will I do?
I had my eye on this program which I was considering for after I graduate. It sounded really good because it was a paid internship - but today I went on the website again and it's like it disappeared!! I can't find it at all - it's completely changed. Why would they tell me about this in January and then destroy the opportunity before I even graduate (the degree is necessary to do the program)? I can't even describe the anger in my throat right now... It's like all my time spent planning ahead and the stress that I put into decision making is totally useless... I feel like I'm just going to be a bum living in my parents house for the rest of my life... I feel completely hopeless. I need to make some kind of living in order to advance farther in life... but it seems like all the routes are blocked some how. Everyone around my keeps asking what I'm going to do... I HAD A PLAN! even a B and a C. and now after doing some job hunting it seems like all my plans are just falling apart.... there are no jobs for students, there are no jobs at all. What will they say now? Why do I care what they say? Maybe it's because I don't want to be the 30 year old daughter living at home who's boyfriend realized she was going to become nothing and left her.
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